Resurrection

by Daniel R. Snyder
Chapter One      

        There were, at best, three-hundred people.  Perhaps in another few years, there would be no one here at all.  The possibility did not sadden him.  Jonas shuffled from foot to foot, listening to the complaints of the timbers, wondering if today would be the day the antiquated stage finally collapsed under its own weight.  But it remained steadfast in the cold morning while a biting wind slapped at his heavy robe.
        A blanket of dark clouds threatened, but the people seemed to take no notice as they toyed with the sacks, black velvet purses emblazoned with purple crosses and laden with outdated tradition.  From the stage in the courtyard of the palace, Jonas viewed a leviathan preparing to feed.  
        David, in white collar and gold braids, appeared calm and assured, a leather-clad Testament tucked under his left arm.  Between them stood the naked prisoner, wrists and ankles tied with thick rope, a gag trapped between blue lips, sweat glistening on his shaved head.  Goose pimpled and shivering, the man defiantly met the gaze of the crowd.  Jonas admired him.  This was a brave man--foolish perhaps--but brave none-the-less.
        Scanning the undulating sea of bodies, Jonas moved to the front, wishing this duty could be passed on, or better, passed over, but that was not yet to be.  It still belonged to the Father President, and personal distaste would not stop it.  Perhaps some day that would change.
        But not today.
        Lifting his arms and tilting his face to the sky, he closed his eyes, speaking the words that would cause a man’s death on this bitterly cold spring morning.  “We are Brothers in the Church.”
        “We are Brothers in the Church!”  Hundreds of voices returned the greeting.
        “And the Church serves the Lord.”
        “And the Church serves the Lord!”
         “The Church is our salvation.”
        “The Church is our salvation!”
        “Amen.”
        Jonas lowered his arms and moved toward the rear.  His part was finished.  David put a hand on the prisoner’s shoulder and guided him forward.  The man offered no resistance.  They stopped a few feet from the edge of the stage.  Now it was David’s turn to speak.  “He has blasphemed the Church.”
        “He has blasphemed the Church!”
        “He has blasphemed the Lord.”
        “He has blasphemed the Lord!”
        “Amen.”  David slipped the testament into a pocket and untied the gag, tossing it into the maw of the ravenous beast.  “The Church provides redemption, and if this man repents, She will have mercy on his soul.”
        The crowd salivated in hungry silence.  Jonas waited, knowing that despite the salvation offered the man’s soul, his body would not escape what was to come.  The prisoner stepped to the edge, teeth chattering, cleared his throat, and spoke.
        “The Church is an abomination!”
        Some people jeered, some gasped, others were stunned into silence.
        “It does not serve the Lord.  Vishnu will destroy it!”
        Excited fingers played with the sacks.  Jonas sighed, sadly noting that the sky remained unchanged.  Vishnu did not part the black clouds, nor did He send Surya on a golden chariot to lay waste to the palace.  He only provided a disappointing wind that numbed hands and sent David’s hair flying as he reached into a pocket to produce another gag.
        “He does not believe in the Church!”  David secured the knot.
        “He does not believe in the Church!”
        For a moment, the clouds seemed to draw in upon themselves, plunging the courtyard further into darkness, and then lightning scorched the sky.  A crack of thunder shook the stage, and Jonas felt a drop of rain land on his cheek.
        David brought the ceremony to a close.  “He is a heretic.”
        “He is a heretic!”
        “And heretics must die.”
        “And heretics must die!”
        “Amen.”
        “Amen.”
        Another jagged spear of lightning sliced through the clouds.  With a familiar sickness in his stomach, Jonas moved toward the stairs, and David followed.  Thunder growled again as they descended, following the cobblestone walk toward the glass corridor surrounding the courtyard.
        The sliding doors closed behind them, drowning the wail of the north tower bells.  Jonas shivered despite the sudden warmth, refusing to look back.  There was no need.  In his mind, he clearly saw hundreds of sacks ripped open by hundreds of hands, and heard the sound of each stone as it connected.

*    *    *    *    *
    
        “That fat piece of shit.”  Lila threw her feet on the table and laced her fingers behind her neck, staring at the ducts overhead.  “He enjoys goddamned executions.”
        “And you had to watch it.”
        “What’s that supposed to mean?”
        “Never mind.”  Chris removed his glasses, tossed them on a legal pad, and rubbed his eyes.  It would be nice to actually see sunlight again.  He spent far too much time in this basement.  “I’m tired.”
        He picked up the pencil and pretended to study his notes.  This was his own fault.  He should have known better than to provoke her.  Making her way through the stacks of cardboard boxes holding this week’s run of pamphlets, she reached his desk, arms crossed, and glared down at him.
        “You know I’m right, Lambeth.”
        “No.”  He tapped the pencil on the pad.  “I do not.”
        “You are so goddamned self-righteous, you know that?”
        “Because I don’t want to kill anyone.”
        “Daniels doesn’t seem to have a problem with it.”  
        “We’re never going to agree on this.”  He replaced his glasses and lifted a stack of computer printouts, dropping them on the desktop.  She had not been like this originally.  He thought she understood what they were doing here.
        “This is bullshit.”  Lila slapped the papers, spilling them to the floor.  “This isn’t accomplishing anything.”
         “Yes, it is.”  He collected the scattered sheets and placed them back on the desk, then stood to face her.  “And I don’t see what killing the Father President will do.”
        “It’ll get you the attention you need.”
        “That’s not the kind we want.”
        Staring at her fists, for a moment he thought she might strike him.  He had no doubt that even though he outweighed her by a good fifty pounds, she could cause serious damage.  He took what he thought to be a prudent step sideways and bumped into a stack of magazines.
        “You see this?”  Lila rubbed a knot on the bridge of her nose.  “I got this when I was a kid.  I’m telling you, the only thing the Church understands is violence.”
        “I don’t believe that.”
        “You weren’t raised by them.”
        The revelation took him by surprise.  He actually knew very little about her, only that she had been Chief of Police in the capital, and then later, head of the Federal Investigative Commission, the position from which she had been dismissed almost a year ago.  The rest was a mystery, although one he had been willing to accept, given her unique qualifications.  But her attitude had changed, her fits of anger becoming more common, and it was time to do something about it.  
        “I think you need to leave us, Lila.”
        She raked her fingers through her short blonde hair.  “You need me.”
        “What we need are people who want change without bloodshed.”
        “But without me--”
        “It may be more difficult, yes.  But I don’t think you care about change, Lila.  All you seem to care about lately is revenge.”
        “And you don’t?”  She closed the distance between them and slammed her palms against his chest.  “That’s bullshit, and you know it.”
        He smashed into a file cabinet, sending a cascade of videotapes to the floor as he raised his hands to ward off another attack.
        “What’s all this shit about?”  She caught a tape as it bounced off his shoulder and shook it at his face.  “The noble Christopher Lambeth tries to save the world?”
        “It’s not--”
        “What a crock of shit!”  The tape exploded against the far wall.  “Be honest with yourself for once, Lambeth.  This isn’t about trying to change the world.  It’s about what they did to your goddamned father.  You’re no different than me.”
        “That’s not true.”  
        “Yeah, right.”  She swiped a hand across his desk and sent the papers flying again.  “Such a load of bullshit.”
        Refusing to pick up the pile this time, he returned her stare.  “I believe I asked you to leave.”
        “I could go to the Church and tell them where to find you.”
        “You won’t.”  It was an idle threat.  Turning him in would do nothing but implicate her, and that would do nothing to further her plans.  “Now collect your things and go, please.”
        “Fine.”  She crushed a tape under her heel.  “I don’t need your help anyways.”
        “I’m sorry about this.”
        “No you’re not.”  She stormed across the room to the bank of printers, grabbed her leather jacket and suitcase, and moved toward the exit.  “You’ll see.  With Daniels dead, you’ll get what you want a lot faster.”
        And then she left, slamming the metal door.  He shook his head, rubbing the small of his back, relieved it was finally over.  Whatever she did now, at least their organization would have no ties to it.
        And whatever it was, it was probably going to get her killed.

*    *    *    *    *

        He left the stage a step behind the Father President as protocol demanded.  Spring was late in coming this year, and David was cold.  At least the rain had waited until they were off-camera.  When they reached the corridor, the doors opened and a guard waved them through.   
        Daniels started toward the north wing.  Apparently, they wouldn’t be watching the rest of the ceremony.  Out of view of the ignoble vulgas, they walked side-by-side toward the marble staircase where a golden statue of St. Francis of Assisi stood with arms outstretched.  They started up.
        David ran his fingers along the handrail, admiring the way it reflected light from the crystal chandelier anchored to the frescoed ceiling.  At the top, thick burgundy carpet muffled their footsteps.  The President hadn’t spoken since they left the stage, and David made no attempt to disturb him as they made their way to the office.
        Brenda looked up from her desk.  As usual, her makeup was applied too heavy, too much rouge on her cheeks, eyebrows penciled in too perfectly.  If she were his secretary, he’d have someone take care of that.
        “Good morning, Brother Sams.”  She smiled, pressing a button on her desk with a nail painted a horrid shade of red.  “And how are you today?”
        “Fine, and you?”
        “Wonderful.  The ceremony was beautiful.”
        He followed Daniels through the massive walnut door into the inner office.  The President moved toward the large desk, and a leather chair let out a cacophony of squeaks as he slid into it.  David sat facing him, quiet for the moment, admiring the room.  The gold trimmed tapestries, the bay window overlooking the courtyard, the hand painted ceiling--a good upbringing had taught him appreciation for these things, but Daniels seemed oblivious, or maybe after all those years in office, he simply took them for granted.   
        After a minute or two, Daniels walked to the hand-carved cherry bureau, took out two crystal snifters and a bottle of brandy, and poured them both drinks.  David took a slow sip of the imported liquor, feeling it glide down his throat.  Daniels returned to his seat and lit a thick cigar.
        “God, I hate executions.”  Exhaling a puff of smoke, Daniels studied it until it dissipated.
        “It’s a centuries-old tradition.”  David set his brandy on a side table.  “Hardly something to be ashamed of.”
        “Is that so?”  Daniels blew a perfect smoke ring.  “I think it’s a tradition we’d be better off without.”
        “The people need traditions.”
        “Tradition is nothing more than unexamined habit.”  
        “Tradition is the cornerstone of faith.”
        “But faith needs no tangible proof.”  Daniels pointed the cigar, dropping ash on the desktop.  “So tell me, David.  Why is it we need executions?”
        “Bonis quod bene fit haud perit.”
        “Yes.”  Daniels sighed.  “But who is the judge of whether it’s good or not?”
        “It’s good if it teaches a lesson.”
        “And it does.  Of that, I have no doubt.”
        Satisfied he’d won this particular debate, David crossed his legs, giving Daniels time to reflect on his words, and buffed at his left shoe.  He needed to change into a different pair and get these shined.  They made him look like a pauper.
        “Things change, David.”  Daniels took a sip and set the cigar in a silver ashtray. “Sometimes for better, sometimes for worse.  We never know which is which at the time.  History is the judge.”
        “I suppose it is.”
        “At any rate, there’s no time for an old fat man to wax philosophical this morning.  I have a meeting with Emit in a few minutes, so if you have any news to cheer me up, you have about five minutes.”
        Unfortunately, David had nothing to offer.  The low turnout at the ceremony was just another indication of how bad the situation was becoming.  Over the last year, it seemed that every day brought another vandalized chapel or government facility.  Just yesterday, eight students had been killed in a riot at Our Lady of Sorrows University, the third this month, and in the south, terrorists holding hostages and power plants down.  
        “Well, David?  I’m waiting.”
        “The college is back to normal.”
        “Is that so?  And all it took was eight dead kids.”
        “That was...unfortunate.”
        “That was shameful.”  Daniels unsnapped his collar, removed his robe, and tossed them on the floor as he moved to the window.  He placed his fingertips on the glass.  “It shouldn’t have happened.”  
        “They were heretics.”
        “They were kids.”  Daniels spun around and folded his arms across his chest.  “And kids question things.  It’s their nature.”
        The President’s sympathy for the college students was more proof that it was time for change.  The Church needed a new leader, someone strong enough to take the necessary steps to stop these insurrections.  
        “Anything else, David?”    
        “Lopez thinks he knows who’s responsible for distributing propaganda here in the capital.”  He reached into the briefcase he’d left earlier and pulled out a report.  “You might find this interesting.”
        “I don’t have time.  Give me the abridged version.”
        “His name is Christopher Lambeth.”
        “Doesn’t ring any bells.”  Daniels moved back to the desk, finished the last of his brandy, and snuffed out the cigar.  “Should I know him?”
        “No.  But I do, or did, rather.”
        “Is that so?  Care to enlighten me?”
        “Well educated.  B.A. in History and M.A.’s in Sociology and Theology.  He dropped out of divinity school when his father was executed.  He’s been missing for almost eight years now.”
        “And how did you say you know him?”
        “We lived in the same dorm.”
        “A fallen angel.”  Daniels slid into his chair and ran a thick finger along the snifter’s rim.  “You keep interesting company, David.”
        “I always knew he was trouble.”
        “I’m sure.  Does Tony have any idea where he might be?”
        “Somewhere in the capital, probably.”  Obviously, the President was not interested, so David returned the papers to his case.  “It would be impossible to smuggle in so much printed material.”
        Daniels squinted and rubbed his temples.
        “Another headache?”
        “No.  I’m fine.  So I assume this is something I need not concern myself with, correct?”
        “I’ll keep you posted.”
        “Good.  Then there’s something else before you go.”  Daniels leaned on his elbows, chin on his hands.  “I’d like to know if you plan to continue opposing me on my proposal.”
        “My thoughts have not changed on the matter.”
        “I was hoping, in light of recent events, you might have reconsidered.”
        “Recent events have only served to reaffirm my convictions.”  There had been many questionable changes under Jonas Daniels, but his latest proposal was simply insanity.  Eliminating the presidency and establishing senate rule over the federal government undermined everything the Church stood for.  It could not survive without a Father President.
        “You must do what you think is right, David.  I respect that, but I will continue to fight for it.  One-man rule is not healthy.  It gives him too much power.  It’s too easy to abuse.”
        “God would not permit that.”
        “Perhaps not, but governments are run by men, not by God, and men make mistakes.  With or without your support, I plan to be the last Father President.”
        “I will continue to debate you on this.”
        “I expect nothing less, but--”  The intercom buzzed.  “Yes Brenda?”
        “I’m sorry to disturb you, Father, but there’s been an accident at one of the east side chapels.  Some kind of explosion.”

*    *    *    *    *

        The hellhole orphanage was only three blocks away, at St. Origen and Eucharist, and she always seemed to come back.  Pathetic.
        After Lambeth kicked her out, Lila walked around in the rain all morning, finally ducking into this dive on St. Anthony.  The sun was shining now.  Figures.  From behind the plate glass window, she watched people with folded umbrellas, shopping or heading for midday worship.  
        “More coffee?”  The waitress came back.  Big tits, black hair, streaked, braces, perky, no more than seventeen.
        “Sure.”  She pushed her cup to the edge of the table and glanced at the TV over the register as it zoomed in on Daniels, then on that little cocksucker, David Sams.
        Grinding her teeth, she stabbed at her pie.  Daniels, Lambeth, David, Daniels, Lambeth, David.  She knew better than to trust men, and like a fucking moron, she’d done it again, wasted six months of her life with another self-absorbed ambitious prick.
        Lambeth was an idiot.  There was only one thing that would ever make a difference, and it was obviously going to take a woman to do it.  She shoved aside the mangled pie, scanning the drying street.  These people needed her help.  What did Lambeth know?  He was just another full-of-shit, ineffective, useless man.  Apparently, she was the only one with any balls in this town.
        The window rattled and she jerked her hand.
        “Shit.”  Grabbing a handful of napkins, she wiped up spilled coffee.
        The sky started to get dark again.  Naturally.  She threw the soaked napkins in a pile, prepared to wait--she’d stay in this fucking booth all day if she had to--then picked up the classifieds from this morning’s Daily Testimonial.  Exactly two minutes later, three ambulances raced by, then two ladder rigs, three paramedic trucks, another ambulance, followed by four pig-rides with overheads gone Christmastime.  Jamming the classifieds in her jeans, she tossed two fives on the table and booked it outside.
        She smelled fire.  To the north, not more than a block away, the sky was turning black.  Small pieces of ash fell on backed-up traffic, black-and-whites fighting their way though, sirens and alarms blaring, horns honking, people screaming.  Moving toward the smoke, she elbowed her way though people lured out of stores by the commotion.
        A fat man wearing a striped vest slammed into her, biting down on his fist, tears running down his blackened cheeks.  She shoved him aside and he didn’t even notice.  Neither did the woman in the red dress or the two teenagers with eyebrow rings, or the terrified man in the torn suit.  Fighting her way to the end of the block, she finally reached the corner, and stopped dead.
        Our Mother the Church chapel was gone.
        Just a burning pile of rubble puking black smoke.  Huge slabs of twisted wood and concrete.  Firefighters aiming streams of water that turned to steam as soon as they hit.  Grunts screaming into bullhorns, people yanking bodies from the wreckage, waves of heat, stinging her eyes and nose.    
        “Back off!  Back off now!”
        A dozen uniforms muscled people aside, stretching yellow tape into a perimeter.  Someone smashed into her from behind.  She fell, tearing the tape on her way down, glass biting into the palm of her left hand as she landed.
        “Back off now!”  A kid barely out of diapers threatened with a club.
        She got vertical, brushed blood on her pants, and turned her face.  Stupid.  Even if this rook made her, he was up to his ass in crowd control.  Besides, she had nothing to do with this, and it sure wasn’t Lambeth’s work.  
        “Back off!”  The diaper’s face was red.  “Everyone back!”
        This was beautiful.  Whoever blasted this chapel just got more attention than Lambeth would ever get.  In a couple of minutes, this story would be on every station across the province, and an hour from now it would be in every newspaper.  This was something the Church would notice.  The bomber knew exactly what he was doing.  The place was loaded with worshippers.  No idea just how many, but dozens, probably more.
        A timber collapsed into a black pile that might have been the remains of a pew.  Two grunts heaved, hands protected by insulated gloves and faces covered with oxygen masks.  They reached for something.  One of them ripped off his mask and fell to his knees.  The other just stood there, holding a small arm attached to a piece of ribcage.
        She stayed for maybe fifteen minutes.  When the TV vultures started interviewing witnesses, she took it as her signal to leave.  Besides, she’d seen enough.  Maybe Lambeth was right.  Violence was messy and ugly.  Innocent people got hurt.  This was a man’s way of doing things, with a cannon instead of a gun.
        Most people were harmless.  Leaders were the real problem.  Lambeth could pass out propaganda until he fucking turned blue in the face, but the real solution was simple.  Jonas Daniels had to die.
        She suddenly realized she’d left her suitcase at the restaurant.  Damn.  Hopefully, miss perky had kept it for her.  She headed back to get it.

*    *    *    *    *   
     
        He swirled the ice in his glass, trying not to stare at the clock.  Across the pub, Maggie was leaning on the bar, long red hair pulled into a ponytail, and talking to Percy.  She smiled and waved.  Bill waved back.  
        “How’s it going?”  Jenny’s gold tooth caught light from the candle on the table.  “Another pop?”
        “No thanks.  My back teeth are floating.”
        “Mag gets off in a few.”  She wiped her hands on a towel.  “She’s crazy about you, you know.”
        “Is she?”
        “Men are so dense.”  Her eyes rolled.  “You sure you don’t want another drink?”
         He shook his head.
        “Fine.  But I still expect a good tip.”
        She snapped the towel at his chest and went to check on other customers.  First Avaris, behind the sports page as usual, then Brehanna, checking her makeup in a mirror, the newlyweds, Abe and Julie, and then on to Cyndi Bartlett.  That’s why he liked it here.  Everyone knew him.  Tonight it was busy and louder than usual.  So far, at least fifty-three people were dead. On the big screen TV, a reporter interviewed a few witnesses and survivors, a young woman crying and holding a baby, a teenage boy with a huge cut on his forehead, and a middle-aged guy in burned clothes.  Behind them, body bags were being loaded into coroner’s wagons.
        The TV flashed the purple cross, and an announcer said the Father President was about to come on.  Of course, the President had to go on the tube offering condolences and prayers, but Bill knew it would all be a bunch of lies.  He knew it for a fact.
        “Hello, my children.”  The pub got quiet as the President’s face appeared.  “I am deeply saddened by what happened today.  I offer my sympathy and prayers to both the victims and to the families--”
        Bill held up his glass and whispered a toast.  “To the great, ever-so-sad, Father President.”
        “--and I want you all to rest assured that--”
        “I can’t listen to this crap.”  He set a dollar on the table and walked to the bar, where Maggie’s attention was glued to the TV.
        “--not an accident, but an act of terrorism.  An investigation is--”
        “Hey, Maggie.”
        She looked over her shoulder.  “Shhh--I want to hear this.”
        He tossed a handful of peanuts in his mouth, admiring the fit of her black skirt and pink sweater.  She always looked so great.
        “--having information that may lead to the capture of a man named Christopher Lambeth, please call the local authorities.  There is a reward for--”
        Maggie snuffed out her cigarette and turned to face him.
        “What’s wrong?”
        “I’ve got to make a--”  She brushed at her apron.  “I mean, it’s just so horrible, that’s all.”
        Reaching across the bar, she squeezed his forearm while the color slowly returned to her cheeks.  It was just one of a million things he loved about her--she cared about people.  At thirty-five, she was twelve years older than him, but you’d never know it by looking at her.  Besides, he didn’t care.  She loved him.
        “I’m sorry, Billy.  I didn’t mean to be rude a minute ago.”
        “No problem.”  He grabbed another handful of peanuts.  “I was thinking we could catch a movie or something.”
        “Alright.”  She took off her apron and slid it under the counter.  “I could use something to get my mind off all this.”
        “I’m your man then.”
        “Yes, you are.”  Sliding a hand around the back of his neck, she pulled him to her.  “My knight in shining armor.”
        Her lips brushed his.  He caught a whiff of her perfume and felt his pulse quicken.  His face suddenly felt warm.   
        “You’re so cute when you’re embarrassed.”  Smiling, she let go.
        “I’m not embarrassed.”
        “You are too.”  She winked, snapped open a barrette, and let down her hair.  “And it’s adorable.”
        “You ready to go?”
        “Just give me a second to make a phone call.”
        They went to the theater down the street.  Afterwards, she didn’t seem to want to talk, so he kept quiet as he walked her home.  She lived in an older part of town, with huge trees, antique streetlamps, and connected brick homes on both sides of the road.  It was a lot nicer than what he had.  The small stipend the Church paid barely covered the rent on his small efficiency apartment.  The only nice part was that he didn’t have to share a room with his brothers anymore.
        When they finally reached her building, he stopped, holding her hand at the foot of the stairs.  Her place was on the third floor, but he’d never been there.  Not that she hadn’t invited him, but the thought of it made him nervous.  This evening, though, she asked him again.
        Two hours later they were still in bed, Maggie laying with her back to him.  He traced the outline of the tattoo on her shoulder, a winged horse with a white body and silver wings.  He didn’t have any tattoos.  You had to be brave to do that sort of thing.  
        “Did I do alright?”  He curled an arm around her waist.
        “Mmm...incredible.”
        He gently kissed her neck, smelling perfume and sweat.  “So, when did you get the tattoo?”
        “A long time ago.  Do that again--the neck thing.”
        “Like this?”  He ran his teeth between her neck and shoulder.  
        “Oh yeah.”  She shivered.  “I got it during a really bad time.  I honestly don’t remember much about it.  Sometimes I wonder if maybe it’s some kind of stigmata.”
        “Does it bleed?”
        “Not that I noticed.”  She reached behind and patted his hip.  “It doesn’t mean anything.  It’s just a tattoo.  Does it bother you?”
        “No.  I think it’s beautiful.”
        “Sometimes God doesn’t make us beautiful.”  Her hand slid up his thigh.  “So we have to do it ourselves.”
        “You are beautiful.  The tattoo just makes you mysterious.”
        “Yeah, right.”  She rolled over and slammed a pillow into his chest.  “You’re the mysterious one.”
         “No I’m not.”   
        “You’re a typical Cancer.  You hide under this shell all the time.”
        “And you’re a typical Virgo.”  He grabbed the pillow and tossed it against the wicker headboard.  “You have to know everything.  A guy can’t have any secrets around you.”
        “That’s right.  You can’t.”
        It wasn’t like he was lying to her.  He just wasn’t allowed to talk about it.  On the other hand, she didn’t seem to have a problem being open with him.  She’d even explained Astrology a while back.  The whole idea seemed pretty ridiculous.  It was hard to believe they bothered to make it illegal.
        “So what do you want to know?”  
        “Tell me about your job.”
        “Promise not to dump me?”
        “Promise.”  She snuggled in and put her head on his shoulder.  “Unless you’re a serial killer or something.”
         “I’m not sure you really want to know.”
        “Don’t you trust me?”
        “It’s not that.”
        “Does it have anything to do with what I told you about a couple of weeks ago?”
        “No.”  After all, what was worse, making one stupid mistake more than twelve years ago or doing what he did?  “It’s just not allowed, that’s all.”
        “Talking about work or taking up with an ex-hooker?”
        “You were desperate.”  He stroked the top of her head.  
        “Because you know I’m not proud of it.”  She kissed his hand.  “You can talk to me about whatever you want.  To hell with your job.”
        Within a couple of seconds, he was totally cracking up.  Tears running down his cheeks, he couldn’t even catch his breath long enough to explain.  Maggie rolled over and stared at him like he was crazy.
        “What is it?  What’s so funny?”
        He tried to sit up, felt his stomach muscles cramp, and fell back.  And then Maggie started laughing too.  For the next couple of minutes, every time they looked at each other, they’d start all over again, giggling like a couple of kids.
        Finally, she climbed on top of him.  Her hair fell over her breasts, and the warmth of her skin slowly stopped his laughing.  God, was she beautiful.
        “So are you going to tell me?”  She stuck out her tongue.  “Or do I have to beat it out of you?”
        This wasn’t fair.  She would never betray him, and it would feel so good to finally get it off his chest.  He told her.

*    *    *    *    *

        “Ugly in the extreme.”  Armat scratched his head.
        “I’ve had more pleasant conversations.”  Chris studied the newspapers and empty coffee cups covering his desk.
        “You knew it was coming, boss.”
        “I realize that.”  He moved aside a half-eaten slice of pizza and massaged his temples. The pain in his lower back was insignificant compared to what was going on in his head.  He still wished there could have been an alternative, but Lila had left him no choice.
        That was not, however, what was really on his mind.  “So what do you think?  Is she right about me?”
        “You mean about your father?  Probably.”  
        “Just what I need.  My own personal Judas.”
        “You asked.”  Armat shrugged and reached for a bag of popcorn.  “Nothing is that black and white, boss.  Even if it’s revenge you’re after, if something good comes out of it, it doesn’t have to be a bad thing.”
        “So the end justifies the means?”
        “Sometimes.”
        “And how do I know this is one of those times?”
        “You don’t.”  Armat winked. “That’s the beauty of it.”
        “It’s a good thing you work with computers.  You’d make a lousy therapist.”  He stood and picked up a few Styrofoam containers and tossed them into the trashcan.  Leaning against a stack of boxes, he slid his hands into the pockets of his slacks.  “It’s just that sometimes I wonder.”
        “You want to know if you’ve achieved Bodhisattva?”  Armat crumbled the empty bag and tossed it to him.  “Sorry, but neither of us is that noble.”
        “So remind me why we’re doing this.”  He dropped the bag in with the cups.
        “You know why.”  Armat faced the computer.  “For people like my folks.  My whole family’s been terrified for generations.  It shouldn’t be like that.”
        “At least they’re still alive.”
        “Sure they are.  But what’s worse--dying for what you believe in or living in fear because of it?”
        “Sometimes I wonder.”
        “Me too.”  Armat’s fingers tapped the keyboard.  “I don’t buy into Islam, but I know they shouldn’t have to live like that.  Who cares if your motivation isn’t armor-plated?  There’s always more than one way to solve a problem.”
        “Your situation’s a little different.”
        “Are you sure?”  Armat rubbed his chin and then let out a long whistle.  “You better check this out, boss.”
        “Alright.”  He stepped stiffly away from the boxes and leaned over Armat’s shoulder, looking at the monitor.  “What is this?”
        “I didn’t know you were on the volleyball team.”  Armat cocked his head.  “Are you keeping secrets from me?”
        “We’re not married.”  He pointed to a line about a third of the way down.  “This is wrong.  I was given four scholarships, not three.  I turned one down.  What am I looking at?”
        “Your FIC file.”  
        “This must be about the bomb today.”
        “Maybe.”  Armat pulled up another screen.  “They’ve got an awful lot of data on you.”
        The dossier contained almost everything anyone could want to know about him.  It made no sense, though.  Their propaganda had flooded the capital for almost three years, and anyone who read it, including the Church, should know that he did not advocate violence.      
        “By the way, Maggie called today.”
        “It looks like they know everything except my sexual preference.”
        “Give me a minute.  I’m sure it’s here somewhere.”  Armat tapped the keys.  “Let’s see...keyword, pedophile...”
        Chris rammed a knee into the back of the chair.
        “Hey, be nice.”
        “What did she want?”
        “She’s just worried about you.”  Another file came up.
        “Jesus.”  Three more screens of information flashed by.  “This is almost embarrassing.”
        “They need a scapegoat.”  Armat pushed away from the desk and grabbed a candy bar from a drawer.  “And you’re it.  More than half the force has been assigned to finding you.  They’re searching electronically, too.  They got the big irons out.”
        “Are we safe?”
        “Bulletproof.”  Chewing noisily, Armat continued to stare at the screen.  “We don’t have anyone topside that would give us away.  But we need to lay low for a while.  Give them time to find the real people who did this.”
         “They will.”
        “No doubt.”  Armat took another bite.  “I’m more worried about Lila.  She could be a realtime blivit.”
        “I don’t think we need to worry.  She has her own agenda, and it doesn’t have anything to do with us.”
        “Hope so.”  Rolling the wrapper in a ball, Armat sent it sailing across the room, missing the trashcan.
        “I think we need to contact them.”
        “Dangerful.”
        “Got a better suggestion?”
        “No, but it’s going to be pretty difficult to find a way to hop around so we won’t get caught.”
        “I’ll go up and use a phone.”
        “Bad thing, boss.”  
        It had taken them almost a year to smuggle in all their equipment.  Until now, this place had been relatively safe, but the odds of continuing to work undiscovered did not look good.  Short of turning himself in, he could not come up with any alternative.  If he called, the FIC would know for certain he was in the city, but perhaps it would divert people toward the search for the real bomber.  
        “Shit!”  Armat jumped as an alarm screamed and the screen flashed red.  “What the heck…”
        “What is it?”
        “Incoming.”
        “From who?”
        “Don’t know, but it’s not one of us.”  Armat killed the alarm.  “Whoever it is has a macro clever hamster.”
        “They can’t have found us already.”
        “Just about…got it.”
        “The police?”
        “No.  They wouldn’t scramble.”
        “Fine, then.”  He cleaned his glasses on his shirttail and put them back on.  A face slowly formed on the screen, a man with a full beard and long black hair graying at the temples.  “Let’s see who it is.”
        “Have I the honor of addressing the great Christopher Lambeth?”  The deep voice reverberated from the speakers, slightly out of sync with the movement of the man’s lips.  “For it is he with whom I wish to speak.”
        “And you are?”  He tapped Armat in the shin with a toe.  His friend moved aside.
        “Thou art a difficult man to find, my brother.”
        “I asked you a question.”
        “I wish you to join with me.  We are brothers in a great crusade.”
        “You’re responsible for the bomb this morning.”
        The man smiled and nodded.  “Glorious, was it not?”  
        “Do you realize that I’m being blamed for it?”
        “Of course.”

*    *    *    *    *

        The east side.  Dumping ground for drug-dealers, nutcases, the poor, the strung-out.  A perfect place to lay low.  Lila put a foot on the first concrete step outside the old brick building, grabbed the wobbly iron rail, and started up.
        On the third floor, peeling doors lined a trash-filled balcony smelling like rot and piss.  Squeezing by an old sofa covered in rusted bicycle parts, she headed for the last apartment.  A red door, freshly painted, lighted doorbell.  She pushed it.
        The sound of a lock, and then a man appeared.  Buffed, dark skin, a flash of white teeth, cut-off jeans.  A silver charm bracelet.
        “Welcome.”  He bowed.  “I have been expecting you.”
        “You must be Kegh.”
        “I am.”  He stepped back as she entered, took her suitcase, and closed the door.  “But you may call me Watcher.”
        The apartment was smoky.  Black curtains covered the windows, light bouncing off the ceiling and walls.  Eight TV’s and a computer, all running at the same time.   
        “You got a repair shop up here?”
        “No, simply a hobby.  Your room is this way.”
        She followed him past a black leather couch and a coffee table with cards laid out on it, to a short hallway lit by a single purple bulb, doors on each end, both closed.
        “How do you follow all that shit?”
        “If it were only one, would it make more sense?”  He reached for the door on the left and turned the handle.  “Pieces of the puzzle, Lila.  You can focus on one at a time or study all and learn how each relates to the whole.”
        Sunlight poured into the hallway.  She squinted and followed him into the room.  White walls, varnished floor, a window with a view of a brick building a dozen feet away.  She walked over and peered down into the narrow alley.  Three bums were huddled in the cold, sharing a bottle.  Charming.
        “This should pay for the first month.”  She planted her ass on the windowsill, pulled out a stack of bills, and peeled off a few.
        He took them without counting, dropped the suitcase, and headed back toward the door, sandals slapping against the floor.
        “So, Watcher.”  She shoved the rest of the cash back in her pocket.  “Why do you need a roommate?”
        “I do not need one.  You do.”
        “I suppose your gizmos told you that.”
        “Not exactly.  But I knew this day would come.”
        “Right.  And just how did you know?”
        “The cards, Lila.  I observe everything, then ask the cards to help me understand.”

*    *    *    *    *

        He played with a small ankh, thinking of Egypt, the most powerful nation of the ancient world, and of the last Pharaoh, watching his civilization die.  Had he prayed for wisdom to Hathor, or had he bowed to the inevitable?  
        Jonas had spent most of the day reviewing reports, all bad, all horribly bad.  The only potentially good news he had received was the discovery of this Christopher Lambeth, but David seemed far too eager to deliver his head on a plate.
        Wrapping the long chain around his fingers, he kneaded the back of his neck, trying to remember what it was like to not have a headache.  The throbbing in his skull had become a constant unwanted companion.  He set the ankh on the desk, opened a bottle and swallowed three pills, washed them down with a glass of water, and walked to the bay window.
        Rain snaked its way down the dark glass.  It had drizzled on-and-off all day, but night had brought a deluge--a cold rain unusual for this time of year.  And yet, somehow it felt appropriate.  He dropped his forehead to the cold windowpane, breath slowly fogging the glass.
        A few minutes later, the pain held at a distance, he heard the door.  Erin stormed in unannounced, wearing a long white lab coat, black bag in hand, hair pulled into a bun.  Imkotep, the god of healing.  
        “Brenda let me in.”  Without ceremony and quite ungodlike, she dumped her bag on the desk.
        “I told her to go home an hour ago.  Remind me to fire her.”
        “No chance.”  She opened the bag.  “Someone has to keep an eye on you.”
        “I thought that was your job.”
        “Yeah, well, that’s a little difficult when you keep ignoring your appointments.”
        “Sorry about that.  I’ve been busy.”
        “I know.”  She pulled out a stethoscope and slipped it around her neck.  “That’s why I’m here.  You’re obviously not going to make it to my office.”
        “As I said--”
        “Sit down.”  She pointed to his chair.  “And take off your shirt.”
        With all the bad news she had delivered over the last few months, if he were a Pharaoh, he would have been within his rights to have her killed, but it was not her fault that none of the treatments had been successful.  For now the pills were still working, although not as well as they had been.  He removed his shirt, draped it over the back of his chair, and took a seat.  “Can we make this quick?”
        “I ought to make it slow and painful, but I’m not sure you could handle it.”
        “I appreciate that.”
        “So what’s that thing?”  She nodded toward the ankh as she wrapped a monitor around his arm.  “A good luck charm?”
        “If it is, it doesn’t seem to be working.”
        “Maybe you forgot to wind it.”  She placed the cold end of the stethoscope underneath the band.  “Now be quiet.”
        He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.  Erin squeezed the ball a few times, released the pressure, frowned at the gauge, and repeated the process.
        “How are the headaches?”  She placed a thumb and finger to either side of his neck.
        “Fine.”  Even the light pressing of her thin fingers increased the pounding in his head.
        “You’re lying.”  She pulled out a flashlight and shined it into his eyes.  “But at least you’re good at it.”
        “So, what’s the prognosis, doctor?”
        “Not good.”  Removing the monitor, she placed it next to the amulet.  “And you’re not helping the situation any.”
        He could see in her eyes that she was building up for another one of her monumental sermons.  Saul of Tarsus preaching to a wayward youth.  How old was she anyway?  Certainly a good ten or fifteen years older than him.  Which made her, what?  Seventy-five?  Eighty?  He had never asked because she would probably have bitten his head off.  Then again, that might be an improvement.
        “I don’t have time for a lecture, Erin.”  He pressed a button and a screen came to life across the room.  Erin turned it back off.  “What do you think--”
        “Obviously what I think isn’t important to you.”
        “Of course it is, but my health is--”
        “Getting worse.  Now shut up and hold out your arm.”  She swabbed the inside of his elbow and emptied a syringe into him, placing a piece of gauze over the wound.  “Keep pressure on that.”
        He pressed his thumb on it while she put away her equipment.  She moved to a chair facing his desk and dropped the bag beside her.
         “So give me the good news, doctor.”
        “There is no good news.”  Removing a manila envelope, she tossed it on his desk.  “Want to guess what those say?”
        “The Church worked a miracle and I’m cured?”  He did not bother to look at the x-rays.    
        “The Church doesn’t work miracles, and neither can I.”  She returned the envelope to her bag.  “The tumor is still growing, and your headaches are getting worse, and I can’t raise the dosage any higher.”
        “I can handle it.”
        “No, you can’t, Jonas.  It’s growing faster than I predicted.  We can’t slow it down, we can’t operate, and your blood pressure is putting unpredictable stresses on it.  To be honest, I don’t know if you’ll even make it to the end of the year.”
        “That’s no good.  That’s just not enough time.”
        “Then work with me.”  She grabbed the bag and slowly rose.  “Lose some weight and lay off the cigars and brandy.  Maybe you can buy yourself a little more time.”
        “You know, I think I read somewhere that the Egyptians used to remove the brain through the nose.”  He picked up the amulet, swinging it back and forth.  “We haven’t tried that yet.”
        “It might come to that.  All I know is that I can’t hold you together for much longer.  You don’t have much time left to save the world.  After that, it’s up to God, and we both know how likely that is.”
        “That’s blasphemy.”  He stood up and pulled on his shirt.
        “That’s just plain old common sense.”  Erin turned and walked out.
        When he was certain she was not coming back, he reached into the bottom drawer and grabbed a cigar, ran it under his nose, then sighed and put it away.

*    *    *    *    *

        “Bring it over here.”
        One of the perks of an apartment in the palace was having supper delivered at ten in the evening.  The boy pushed the cart across the oak floor to the desk and opened the wine.  David waved aside the cork and motioned for him to pour.  The boy’s coat was stained, something to mention to the head chef later.  
        “Will there be anything else, Brother Sams?”  A white napkin dropped in his lap.
        “Come get the cart in an hour.”
        The last time David saw Lambeth was just before the clemency bid for his father, which was understandably denied.  There was talk of suicide, but David had never believed that, and even then, he suspected Lambeth would resurface one day.  It came as no surprise that he had been able to hide for eight years, distributing propaganda right under their noses for the last three.  If anyone could do that, Lambeth could.  
        “In vino veritas.”  He lifted his goblet and turned to his meal.
        While he dined on filet minion, he pictured Lambeth in some dark hole, eating cold pork and beans from a can.  The irony of the situation was too perfect.  Not only did he now have the opportunity to watch the man fall, but assisting with his capture might serve his long-term goal.  
        An artichoke smothered in white sauce melted on his tongue.  His grandfather’s full-time kitchen staff had served elegant dinners like this, gourmet meals on fine china in the huge dining room, before his father had lost it all.  David had come a long way toward redeeming the family name in a very short time, and he was certain his grandfather would have been proud of him.  Veni, vidi, vici.
        The phone rang.
        Startled, he dropped the fork on his lap and grabbed the receiver.  “Sams here.”
        “It’s been a long time, Dave.”
        “Who is this?”  He couldn’t quite place the voice.
        “We need to talk.”

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